"When the world says 'Give up,' Hope whispers 'Try it one more time.'" - Unknown

Crush

Why do I like you? How did you make your way into my head and stay there all night?? I couldn't sleep because of you, I thought of nothing else but your smile. Your wrong for me and worse, you never see me. I am a ghost to you. You are one of the popular guys.. The kind that date pretty skinny girls. I'm just average and have no chance with you. Why do I have to crush over you??? I know nothing about you.. Why oh why do I like you??

Teenage Life

Well.. I haven't blogged in a while. So far the school year has gone good. Nothing real exciting happens in a small town like this one. Although I can say there us a fair amount of drama.. I try my best to stay out of it and so far I have been successful. Others have not been so lucky. Boy drama, girl drama(which involves boys usually), and rumor drama. There's more I guess but it all usually ties back together somehow. Drama is not fun. It usually just causes friends to hate each other and egos are ruined by multiple rumors put in place by people who don't like you. I've had this happen and I can say they aren't true. My friends have had worse said about them throughout this year and last. Even over the summer. I mean come on, give is a break at least wait to school to talk shot about people. Not that it's right either way.. I say let people be people. If you don't like them then just ignore them. It won't do much good starting stuff. To the people who are the victims of this verbal abuse, don't listen to them. There will ALWAYS be people out there who care about you. If your friends can't stand up for you, they aren't true friends. Find the friends who will be by your side no matter what. For the singles out there; don't rush to find the right person. I've read this poem that explains it perfectly. It goes something like this: "Love is like a butterfly, the more you chase it the more likely it will fly away. If you stay and wait patiently it will come and fly to your shoulder." Nobody is perfect, so don't try to be. Be yourself and don't let anyone change you. Be your own person. Don't try to blend in. Stand out from the crowd. Show the world you aren't afraid of them knowing who you really are. If you blend in nobody will see how truely special you are. Take chances, don't stay on the safe side. Have fun with your life. Enjoy the time you have here on earth. Because someday you will look back on these years and ask yourself why you never did those things. Now don't go off and get arrested. Lol, no don't do that. Anyone can have fun without doing "illegal" things. Which brings me to my next point. Why waste your life stuck in the same rut away from everyone because you made the wrong decision? Sometimes we do have to say no. Don't do drugs just so you fit in. If they only accept you for doing that, they aren't right for your life. Don't drown yourself in the negative "I can't." Look up and think of all the possibilities. Think of everything you've wanted to do or accomplish and GO FOR IT. Sometimes you will fall. That is a factor life. It's not always about where's your going though, and it's more about the journey than the destination. It's like school- the goal is to graduate- but think of all the things you have learned on the way! Think of all the people you have met, loved, and maybe lost. Those things make reaching the end great. Once you graduate you will miss the times you have spent, but you will be grateful for them. The journey will show you the right path to take. So don't always look straight ahead, take some and enjoy your time because you can't rush everything. Not everythingwill turn out the way you want it, but that doesn't mean stop. It may have closed one door, but then another will open to lead you in the right direction.


I hope whoever reads this gets some inspiration from it. Just typing it has got a smile on my face and hope in my heart for the future. :)

Love the World♥♥

Love is great
Love makes us cheerful
Love is bad
Love makes us happy
Love sucks
Love makes us mad
Love bites
Love makes you sad
Love is a wonderful thing
Love is everything we wanted and everything we hate.....

None of this rhymes, but it is all true.
Love is a powerful thing
It will cause us to fight for the ones we love,
And break down in sorrow for the ones we've lost
Without love we are nothing
But with love we can do amazing things.
Without it where would we be today?
Everybody needs love, whether it be a life long companion or a good friend

There isn't enough love in the world today
I see hate everywhere, either for the way others act or what they believe in.
But that shouldn't matter.
We are all people even if we look and act differently
If everyone just put a little more love towards others everyday and everywhere, the world we be so much better.

Remember this as you go through your day
Remember how just a little effort can go a long way
Start the chain reaction that can change the world..

Missed Turn

So, I went to go see the new harry potter movie yesterday. It was awesome!!! It was kinda sad though, but I didn't cry!! Me and 2 other friends went to see it, and after the movie we decided to go to McDonald's. My friend keegan drove himself, but Alyssa rode with me. We went the long way out of the parking lot and were about to pull out when a guy pulled up beside us and I couldn't see down the road. I "guesstimated" if there were cars coming and pulled into the road. When I got in the road, I realized I wasn't in the turning lane, I was 3 lanes over. So I kept driving to turn into a TacoBell..but I missed that turn too. When I did turn it ended up in a bank barking lot. I finally ended up on the right road, but wasn't able to turn left because of a cop car which had pulled someone over. So I had to keep going to the next red light.. I waited and made a U-turn (idk if it was legal or not.lol) but a van was turning from the opposite direction and I had to turn as sharp as I could to keep from hitting it. I eventually got to McDonald's and found keegan waiting for us. I was laughing so hard I was crying and my face was bloodshot. Alyssa explained the story and we headed inside......

ahhhh... goooood times. lol

What EVERYONE needs to learn about skin cancer and tanning!!

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"Aftermath"

     I was escorted to our vehicle and we started our way to the hospital. I was able to stay still so my arm wouldn't hurt and my father drove slowly and carefully as to not disturb me. Our travel time was short and we arrived to the destination in a timely manner. We went inside and my mother made sure it was known that it was serious. As we were waiting for the nurse to arrive, my mother helped me fix my clothes and hair which had gotten messy from the fall. I had been able to put on my clothing back on over my bathing suit earlier while at Alyssa's home.
     The nurse soon came and took us back so she could get our information. I needed to have X-Rays, but when I had to extend my right arm straight at my side I had a lot of difficulty. After the X-ray, we went to another waiting room to stay until the doctor came. When he arrived the doctor examined my X-ray and it was in a position that I could see it clearly, a clean break in the collarbone. His prescribed me very strong pain medication and put me in a brace and sling. Once they had given me the injection of the pain medicine, we were free to leave. It was extremely painful to get back to our car. We then started the long trip home.
    When we finally arrived at our estate I went straight to relax and my long healing process thus began..